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g-iggle:

you deserve to smile. this is here for you when you want to laugh again.

Ronni&#8230;look.

g-iggle:

you deserve to smile. this is here for you when you want to laugh again.

Ronni…look.

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As I type this, I’m laying in a hotel bed with Sarah watching “Forgetting Sarah Marshall”. Court and Ron are in the bed next to us, but today we have been hopping beds and seats in the car from the start.

We have had an absolutely insane past weekend and I can’t even explain how pumped I am to get to sleep and relax on the beach. We are on our own time. We can go where we want, sleep when we want, say what we want, eat where we want…the possibilities are endless. It’s starting to hit me how grown-up we are slowly getting. My parents would not exactly have let me run off and get a hotel room on the beach with 3 of my best friends this time a year or two ago.

In fact. This is the hotel we stayed at for BigStuf 2 years ago, and it is crazy. Of all the hotels in Daytona, here we are.

The first day has already been such a memory in itself but we have till Friday to keep on doing so. I can’t wait.

In other news. I always seem to be out of town when I am most needed. I hate that. Wahh.

Anyways, goodnight.





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Next time, I’ll make sure to wear shoes that aren’t so slippery. 

Next time, I’ll definitely make it outside to take pictures with my friends.

Next time, I’ll throw my hat.

Oh, wait.

But honestly, today was everything it should have been and I didn’t realize how tired I was until I sat down finally not too long ago. 

I cannot wrap my mind around the fact that we are done. DONE. GRADUATED.

Maybe I just see the happy part of everything, but the only time I was alone today on the way home, I realized how blessed my high school experience has been. Like, um, I don’t think everyone comes out of high school knowing that they have made relationships that will last forever. I don’t think everyone has such a wonderful experience. I just don’t know why I was the one that got to have that. But I’m so thankful.

Tomorrow, we celebrate me…for not my birthday? I don’t know how to have a graduation party, say what? We don’t play pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey? Oh. So…what do we do? Oh. 

Anyways, I have to go to sleep. But after tomorrow, it really is over. 

And I just don’t know about all of it.




So I’m just going to look up quotes about growing up and cry and sleep. 

Goodnight.





kittygotalambo:

WAHHHHHH!!!! :( @jordanewest

oh hailey :&#8217;(

kittygotalambo:

WAHHHHHH!!!! :( @jordanewest

oh hailey :’(

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Done with high school. Forever. No more. 

Never again will I see all of those people in the same place. 

After tomorrow, I’ll never even see a large percentage of those people. 

I feel like I just started high school. 

Honestly, I remember my first day of kindergarten. 

And tomorrow afternoon, I walk across the stage and finish this journey.

“Another chapter in the book. Can’t go back, but you can look.”

What.the.hell.

How did it get here so fast?




Like, seriously. If it’s so bad, just move away. I promise no one will care.